We’re starting a new feature on our blog with poetry written by cancer patients. Here’s the first one from Lynette.
Unfair
I have cancer, he does not
Until now forever one
Common life, we plan our future
With each other all the way
Cancer comes and draws a line
Separating him and me
I have cancer, he does not
All the focus goes on me
I’m the patient, he the carer
Doctors, scans, reports and treatment
All about my precious health
No-one asking how he is
I have cancer, he does not
He’s supportive, loving, patient
But it’s thrust now in our faces
That which couples always know
But they never want to look at
Death will surely part our ways
I have cancer, he does not
Not for us the sweet forgetting,
of the imminence of death
Every joy and love in this life
Now accompanied by this -
One day it will be no more
I have cancer, he does not
Feelings now are sharp as knives
Deeper love means deeper wounding
As I cherish every moment
Every look and voice and gesture
All unutterably dear
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Lynette was diagnosed with ovarian cancer in August 08, at the age of 64. She had an operation and went on chemo for 6 months. It recurred in November 2010, and she is now going through her second lot of chemo. The poetry has been written since her recurrence, and the mylifeline site has been a great chance to share it with friends and family.
If you would like to submit a poem for our blog, please email blog@mylifeline.org with your poem and a short bio.